Monday, September 28, 2009

Good time never last.

I finally understood the meaning of 'time flies'. These 7 days have been one of the happiest moments of my life. Yvonne came over to Sydney to accompany me and we travel to Gold Coast for a mini holiday trip as well. Even though I get to see her almost every day before I come to Sydney, I never felt so estatic when I first see her at the airport. I felt a slight warmth in my heart when I saw her walk out of the arrival gates. For the next 6 days, I shifted all my attention to her as though I am living in my own world with only her as my companion. However, good times never last. Fear begins to creep in. Fear for 28th Sept when she have to go back to Singapore. I sent her to the airport. I wanted to ask her to stay for a week more but I know it is impossible. At first, I thought to myself, "Just a couple of months, I can see her again and everything will be fine."

I walked her to the departure gates. I bade goodbye to her and gave her a hug. Her face flushed and tears started to roll down her eyes. I was shocked at first. But when I stared at her watery eyes, my heart felt so painful and the thought of her leaving makes me feel so wrenched. Tears swelled up in my eyes. I told myself to hold them in as I don't wana make her feel worse. We hugged for one last time. I saw her walked past the departure gates. Soon after, a lonely man started to roam around the airport in search of the observation deck. I hope to see her board the plane but I realised their obeservation deck is not linked to their departure gates. Feeling really disappointed.

P.S. Guan Da was instrumental in this wonderful experience in Sydney. I would like to extend my thanks to him by giving him a 'Hello Titty' shirt and hope that he will wear it to the future gaming sessions. Haha

Monday, September 14, 2009

Fate?

I guess fate has decided for my fren that its better for him to stay single forever. He thought that he has found someone who really understand him, love him and someone that he love. But in a series of events that didn't turn out good, has made him realised that the woman he loved most does not understand him at all. I believe he is certainly not a guy who lacks motivation and like to drag things. Words from her were so hurtful and really leave a very deep impression in his mind. My fren told me that it was very hard for another person to see things in his own shoes. He seeks understanding and most probably at this moment when she sees this blog, she will be fuming. She will very likely message my friend and give him a piece of mind.

Things dont go well

I m alone

Wednesday, September 2, 2009