Monday, September 26, 2011

The world is so small..

Haha..today I managed to add 3 of my cousins in facebook.

everything about the last days in australia

When it's time to stop, I have to rest. When the wind blows against my face, I felt refreshed. Time seemed to stop for me. And the picture in front of me looks so pretty and clear.

I want to make sure I do not forget parts of my life

Lately, I have been leading a fairly monotonous life. Knocking off from work, coming back home and switching on my computer, afterwards I will start battling with the computer screen. After a few strenuous hours on mind boggling games, time to go to bed. What a boring life! At times, I start to think, what will life be like if I had done something different today. 

Today is my late grandma's 'birthday'. I had only realized it when I flip through my dusty old calendar in my blackberry. Memories are like photo films, passing through quickly in frames and I felt that I just could not hold on to any of them. When my grandma is still around, many of us used to gather in my home town, Malaysia for her birthday celebrations, Chinese New Year and other festive seasons. However, things changed overnight when she was gone. Years have gone, I no longer shed tears like that time when I send her away but I guess the part that I really miss now is the bond that she gave us.

I started writing again solely because I wish to keep some memories of my life when I age and grow old. When I no longer remember how to do financial calculations, walk or even just laughing out loud. I told myself I need a change. And this is the beginning of it.   



Sunday, May 22, 2011

learning curve bends

coming to the end of may, almost a year since i graduated from ntu, i wonder how much i have grown. one thing for sure, my learning curve has flattened out. at this very junction, im deciding whether to move on and look for a new role or continue and stay in this comfort zone.

crap..f*** it..lets go back pangkor for a short holiday! hhaha..every year during this time, i hope to go back and visit this very special island. even though, there are little memories there, it still has a special place in my heart.